how are you. i thought you forgot me. i am still there waiting for you. i don’t know how long i will stay here. maybe I am waiting for a dream that can give me what i really want. but the problem is i can’t sleep. Sometimes my subconscious mind really knows what i want. someone called it’s just a dream. i don’t know but it feels more real then my life. The person name someone says it’s not good to live in a smith, everytime before I woke up